Lord Vader

This is how it feels to be Anakin Skywalker.... forever.
The first dawn of light in your universe brings pain. The light burns you.It will always burn you. Part of you will always lie upn black glass sand beside a lake of fire while flames chew upon your flesh. You can hear yourself breathing. It comes hard, and harsh, and it scrapes nerves already raw, but you cannot stop it. ou can never stop it. You cannot even slow it down. You dont even have lungs. " Lord Vader, Lord Vader, can you hear me?"
And you can't, not in the way you once did. Sensors in the shell that prisons your head trickle meaning directly into your brain. You open your scorched pale eyes; optical sencors integrate light and shadow into a hideous simulacrum of the world around you. Or perhaps the Simulacrum is perfect and it is the world that is hideous. "Padme? are you here? Are you Alright?"
you try to say, but another voice speaks for you, out of a vocabulator that serves you for burned away lips and tongue and throat.
"Im very sorry, Lord Vader, Im afraid in your anger you killed her"
This burns hotter than the Lava had.
"No...No, it is not possible!"
You loved her. you will always love her. You could never will for her death.
Never.
But you remember....
You remember all of it.
You remember the "dragon" that you brought Vader forth from your heart to slay. You remembeer the cold venom in Vader's blood. You remember the furnace of Vader's fury, and the black hatred of seizing her throat to silence her lying mouth-
And there is one blazing moment in which you finally understand that there was no dragon. That there was no Vader. There was only you. Only Anakin SKywalker. That it was all you. Is You.
Only you
you did it.
you killed her.
You killed her because, finally, you could have saved her,when you could have gone away with her, but you were thinking about yourself!
It is in this blazing moment that you finally understand the trap of the dark side, the final cruelty of the sith-
because now YOURSELF is all you will ever have...
And you rage and sream and reach through the force to crush the shadow who has destroyed you, but you are so far less now... you are a painter gone blind and a composer gone deaf, you can remember the power, but now it is only a distant memory...and so with all your world-destroying fury it is only the droids around you implode, In the end you cannot touch the shadow.
In the end you do not even want to.
In the end... the shadow is all you have left.
because the shadow understands you, the shadow forgives you, the shadow gathers you unto itself.
And within your furnace heart you burn in your own flame.
This is how it feels to be Anakin Skywalker...
Forever....






A child born of prophecy, possibly conceived by the will of the Force itself, Anakin Skywalker has left an indelible mark on the history of the galaxy, leading it through periods of lightness and dark. Discovered as a slave child on Tatooine, he was brought into the Jedi Order and quickly ascended to become one of its brightest stars. The trials of the Clone Wars, however, transformed him. Tempted by Supreme Chancellor Palpatine, Anakin succumbed to the dark side of the Force, and became the Sith Lord Darth Vader. It was only through the efforts of his son, Luke, that Anakin was redeemed to fulfill the prophecy, and vanquish the Sith Lord, Darth Sidious.
































how jedi are you? :: by lawrie malen


http://z10.invisionfree.com/Lunar_Knight/index.php? (Obi-Wan here's the link)

Which Star Wars Jedi/Sith are you? Anakin Skywalker Oh boy, you are a tough one to decipher. You have great evil and great good in you, but your evil is not pure, it stemmed from your confusion and your love for the closest one to you. This same love would eventually pull you out of your dark funk. You are an excellent swordsman, having dealt with Dooku and Mace Windu, your son (the first time) and, dare I say, I dozen ten year old kids *tsk* tsk*. You are also very arrogant ? Obi-Wan told you not to jump, but noooooooo ?

Click Here to Take This Quiz Brought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests.