I thought and thought about leaving the Order. Having people telling me what I should do was very hard and confusing. I decided it was time to come back to the Temple one last time and make my final decision. A trip to NSM that night made all the difference. Being around my friends really snapped me back to reality, showing me my path. I am a Kenobi and, like my brother Obi-Wan, I will stay and fight. I would like to thank HiVolt for the BBQ, Revan, Ithil and Ben for helping me get out of my pity state of mind and back to my fun-loving old self again.

A special thanks for the guy that truly knows what I feel because he's done the same thing. Thank you to my guy, Clintro, who showed me that there are second (or in my case, third) chances to be happy.

No matter what happens in the future, I will not go run off from the troubles or from anyone else. I will face them head on and will continue to fight for this Order until the very end. I am a Kenobi and that's what we do!