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Private Journal PappyWan Kenobi....The NJO a Reflection and Comentary
As he overlooks the Santuary Moon from the bridge of Mjolnir he is content for these few minutes of quiet. He turns to the Holo Recorder and Speaks "This is for all those that come after me. I have always believed we learn from history and personal accounts of History. Only time will tell if my thoughts are right or wrong.
So Lets start with the events of 2 months ago...in order to expose certain infiltrators I chose to fake my death. my feelings were that if i was out of the picture certain persons would feel more free in trying to take down BUDs and all we were doing there. It worked on many levels and the rest of the Shadows were able to gather evidence and move on said persons.
The Down side. Not telling those that cared for me what I was doing. This caused much pain. I was watching the events unfold and on many occasions I almost prematurly ended my investigations. It was during this time I decided that I had to much to offer the order to be running around on Covert Ops anymore. Today I will resign as a operative in the Shadows and become an analyst. The good thing out of all of this is Master Gert becoming my Wife. It is because of this and the Fact she is carring my child that I feel the need to focus on training the future Jedi so we can be what we are called to be. Peacekeeprs and defenders of the innocent. I Look around and see all the good i can do by just being a Teacher, a Consular, and even a Diplomat.....to keep the peace and help others is all I ever wanted to do with my life and is the most rewarding thing also. I look towards the future and I see bumps in the road....such as the recent loss of the Sith Lord Eversio...who I always knew as Davva...as great as a Jedi that he was he was the same as a Sith Lord. I feel bad that I didn't do enough to try to turn him back to the Light. But seeing another former Great Jedi Riani....the one who turned to Eversio but in the end took his life shows me that all of life is to be cherished and in trying to help her heal through all of my Family gives me hope that we never have to lose any again no matter their afilliation. Life, all Life is precious." He bows to the camera and it stops recording. His comlink beeps and he smiles and moves to answer it.



So Lets start with the events of 2 months ago...in order to expose certain infiltrators I chose to fake my death. my feelings were that if i was out of the picture certain persons would feel more free in trying to take down BUDs and all we were doing there. It worked on many levels and the rest of the Shadows were able to gather evidence and move on said persons.
The Down side. Not telling those that cared for me what I was doing. This caused much pain. I was watching the events unfold and on many occasions I almost prematurly ended my investigations. It was during this time I decided that I had to much to offer the order to be running around on Covert Ops anymore. Today I will resign as a operative in the Shadows and become an analyst. The good thing out of all of this is Master Gert becoming my Wife. It is because of this and the Fact she is carring my child that I feel the need to focus on training the future Jedi so we can be what we are called to be. Peacekeeprs and defenders of the innocent. I Look around and see all the good i can do by just being a Teacher, a Consular, and even a Diplomat.....to keep the peace and help others is all I ever wanted to do with my life and is the most rewarding thing also. I look towards the future and I see bumps in the road....such as the recent loss of the Sith Lord Eversio...who I always knew as Davva...as great as a Jedi that he was he was the same as a Sith Lord. I feel bad that I didn't do enough to try to turn him back to the Light. But seeing another former Great Jedi Riani....the one who turned to Eversio but in the end took his life shows me that all of life is to be cherished and in trying to help her heal through all of my Family gives me hope that we never have to lose any again no matter their afilliation. Life, all Life is precious." He bows to the camera and it stops recording. His comlink beeps and he smiles and moves to answer it.



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- Gert Kenobi
It's just not the same playing the James bond theme with you not in the Shadows my husband. ;)posted May 26, 2008 2:28 PM | Report Abuse






















