As Jass sat in the main hold while his CEC YT-2500 traveled through hyperspace he took the time to make an entry in an old, long forgotten about datapad-journal. He sat on the plush couch and looked at the small handheld device, spinning it between his fingertips as he felt its weight, noting its wear around the edges. Turning the power on Jass watched as the pad flickered to life and run through he start up sequence, once done he took the stylus-mic out keyed in the pass code to open his journal, his last entry was 14 years ago almost to the day. He never had much reason to use it; this was as good a time as any. With a swift puff he blew the dust off and lifted the mic to his mouth and licked his dry lips before speaking.

"Its been 14 something years since I last made an entry... and well in the span of a short week a lot has changed. I have what I never thought I would have again, a family of my own... I became a father... the shock hasn't cleared yet, and of all things I am a father of twins...I wish Selj could have seen this... I wish I knew if he died hating me like he said he did. To think, after being a twin myself I have a pair of my own. I can only imagine the elation my father must have felt when he found out about Selj and I. Not a day goes by, that I don't think of him, every time I look in the mirror its not my face I see but the face of my brother... to this day his passing is still weighs heavy on my heart, I haven't even let my wife know about this, nor do I have any intention too... this is something that is mine, not my children or Glow or my wife need to know.

Speaking of Glow, she was amazing and I too have a baby girl.... the most precious, beautiful baby girl in the galaxy. I hope that one day my sons can understand that their father wasn't there for their arrival because I was with their sister helping her come into the galaxy. It really bothers me that I wasn't there, I feel like I missed out and that I am a stranger to my own family here it is, nearly a week since they were born and I have yet to see them. Will they know me? I can't wait to see them... As much as I wish to go and see them I feel the ache of my daughter?s absence pulls on my heart, I have made arrangements to bring the Jainne closer to Naboo so I can travel back and forth easier. I can't wait till I can hold all 3 newborns in my arms at the same time, and Kal. I know I am only an adopted father, and I did kind of freak out when I found out who and what he was, I really do care for him and want to see him raised in a good family. I hope I am just as good of a father as my dad was, I hope he likes Christian-Oxus' name. I think he would...."

*Pressing the save button he returned the stylus back to its holder and set the pad down on the table as the datapad encrypted the entry and powered itself down. Jass laid back on the couch looking at the ceiling and blowing out a hefty sigh as he thinks about the short time he had with his late-twin brother Selj*