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A Widow's Lament
Anina is looking out at the oceans on their Delayan estate*
I don't know how to be alone now that I've been swept up in your love. The way we were with your arms around me....but that was then now I can't seem to breath without feeling you everywhere. I'll never forgive you my love, I can't. I'm here standing waiting carrying a child who I have to raise on my own. I think I'm finally strong enough to see that you are where you want to be. I begged you to stay, our promises have began to fade one by one. I won't let this define our son. I love you but if I must grieve and move forward with this emptiness inside then I'm letting my childish fantasies unwind. You are gone but you chose to leave your family. I won't be ashamed of my tears my dear love. I will mourn you until I too am within the force.
*Anina wipes her tears*
Goodbye Volk. If you return I can't be swept up again losing you once was too much I only move on for our child. You torture me with your Force Spirit visits holding my deepest dreams within reach only to snatch them away. I can not take it nor will I allow you to play these games with our child. I need to find a way to no longer feel as if I am dying inside. And that must mean to let you go.
I don't know how to be alone now that I've been swept up in your love. The way we were with your arms around me....but that was then now I can't seem to breath without feeling you everywhere. I'll never forgive you my love, I can't. I'm here standing waiting carrying a child who I have to raise on my own. I think I'm finally strong enough to see that you are where you want to be. I begged you to stay, our promises have began to fade one by one. I won't let this define our son. I love you but if I must grieve and move forward with this emptiness inside then I'm letting my childish fantasies unwind. You are gone but you chose to leave your family. I won't be ashamed of my tears my dear love. I will mourn you until I too am within the force.
*Anina wipes her tears*
Goodbye Volk. If you return I can't be swept up again losing you once was too much I only move on for our child. You torture me with your Force Spirit visits holding my deepest dreams within reach only to snatch them away. I can not take it nor will I allow you to play these games with our child. I need to find a way to no longer feel as if I am dying inside. And that must mean to let you go.



















