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Sometimes questions are more important than answers.
Being pregnant is an occupational hazard of being a wife, but a gift of being a women. Constantly I feel emotions bubbling up within myself. There is love, worry, patience and other emotions I wish not speak of. A mother's joy begins when new life is stirring inside... when a tiny heartbeat is heard for the very first time, and a playful kick reminds her that she is never alone. Never being truly alone is all that is carrying me on at the moment which is silly really isn't it.
If you realized how powerful your thoughts are, you would never think a negative thought. After all if you want the rainbow, you've got to put up with the rain is Nanny's favorite answer to my questions as of late. But love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, only what you are expecting to give: which is everything. What you will receive in return varies. But it really has no connection with what you give. You give because you love and cannot help giving. And although I know this I seem to constantly fear where my marriage will go next.
Everyone's, myself included, deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, or at least I do, When will this all fall apart? What do I have to do to keep everything together and I will do it?
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine. We were born to make manifest the glory of the Force that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
So where does this leave me..in a marriage where days go by without speaking to my husband. Am I to leave it to starve with separation? The minute I willingly settle for less than I know I deserve,I know I will get even less than I believe I've settled for. So what do I do?
If you realized how powerful your thoughts are, you would never think a negative thought. After all if you want the rainbow, you've got to put up with the rain is Nanny's favorite answer to my questions as of late. But love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, only what you are expecting to give: which is everything. What you will receive in return varies. But it really has no connection with what you give. You give because you love and cannot help giving. And although I know this I seem to constantly fear where my marriage will go next.
Everyone's, myself included, deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, or at least I do, When will this all fall apart? What do I have to do to keep everything together and I will do it?
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine. We were born to make manifest the glory of the Force that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
So where does this leave me..in a marriage where days go by without speaking to my husband. Am I to leave it to starve with separation? The minute I willingly settle for less than I know I deserve,I know I will get even less than I believe I've settled for. So what do I do?
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