It has been a couple years since I last saw this place... after traveling for so long in the shadows... searching for something. Perhaps my father, but more likely a sense of peace. I left my Grey Jedi enclave because I could no longer remain neutral... there was a growing darkness in my heart. I thought that maybe it was the Sith teachings I was learning or all the dark influence around me. But I know now that it was the darkness unresolved in myself. After giving up my Grand Master title, I flew to the outer rim and explored for a time. I even went by the New Jedi order to see how I used to be. In the end I could not deny myself. I am truly a Jedi. Not grey or dark. Maybe the Grey Jedi order gave me a way to not feel like I was a bad person to have such darkness... but I think it is nearly impossible to have such darkness and not to fall in such circumstances. I have redeemed myself im my own eyes and even in the eyes of those who trained me long ago on Dxun...